"It is a burden, I'm saying, to live where I live." - Tess Gallagher in "The Leper"
That quote has little bearing on my life, as I see it now, but it got me to thinking. It comes from Tess Gallagher's story "The Leper." That story can be found her collection At the Owl Woman Saloon. I began reading the story today. Let it be a warning, then, that I have not finished it. Any importance it will take on when the story ends I cannot even speculate on. However, two days ago my boss, (Mark Murphy) set out on a trip to Tahiti. He has been tweeting pics and posting them on facebook all day. Or, rather, I have; on his behalf. I wanted to show an example, but I'm going to clutter up this post with two (thats right TWO) videos soon. Check out his twitter feed @murphytravels and you can find plenty. Point is, being a second hand reporter of the island has me thinking about places.Coincidently, I read Tess Gallagher's quote while at lunch.
What got me going about that quote? The idea of place as a burden. Anyone can, with some justification, proclaim the place that they live a burden. I could say my home is a burden, Logan Square itself. Parking is hard, there are mice that thrive in my kitchen (at least they are not rats), and, as I mentioned before, staying warm is not a matter of course. But still...
Working outdoors in the Yukon winter...where you live might be a burden. Surviving in the desert...where you live may be a burden. Deal with violent crime, death, genocide everyday...where you live might be a burden. Yet, outside of the extremes everyone can still make that claim. Places tie us down as much as people, as much as situations.They come to represent those binding pressures.
I am currently contemplating a move. I love to move. Staying put for over a year has been as foreign to me as the Trans-Siberian railroad. I've known about it, but have felt no desire to experience it. I love Philadelphia, but I hate it as well. My childhood was a fine one, yet all of the things I did not like about my life, years one through eighteen, I associate with the city. I love Colorado too, where I have spent time snowboarding and rafting, I absolutely love it, but I've spent time there dealing with depression too. When I return I can't help but find that disconsolate feelings re-emerge, even if their edge has dulled.
I've got this job, I sometimes get to do things that I like, be part of creative process that comes to fruition daily. Do I hang around enough to feel burdened, again, by this place? Don't know. I don't know.
For now, check out the work that I have done. These are the first two in a series of four. They are from Jamaica; short videos profiling Couples Resorts properties. The first has a lot of voice over.
The second, not as much vo, and it is a little bit of an ill advised experiment.
Hope you enjoyed. Opinions encouraged. Thanks.
Ok now I want to go to Jamaica! Love the videos :)
ReplyDeleteI have never had the wander lust that a lot of people feel. I'm content with where I live and the people I surround myself with. I totally understand though the desire to move on to somewhere else before you stop loving where you are...better to leave on a high note than a sour one...if only Lindros had realized that!
ReplyDeleteAs for the videos...nice work! If only I was part of a couple my butt would be in gear for a vacation in Jamaica!
For the past 20+ years I have lived in Miami and the burden around here is having very few job prospects. Your job is awesome! I could totally see myself doing your job any day! I love how you say you have "sensitive skin"...Your narrative skills in both of the videos are quite enchanting....
ReplyDeleteThanks Marilyn...unfortunately that is not me in the videos, that's my boss Mark Murphy (www.markmurphytravels.com), I just write and help to edit the videos (so the "sensitive skin" line is all me :) ). Still, my job could be worse. Good luck down there in the sun!
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